Hey girls,
I had hoped to blog a lot earlier in the week, but due to comp. issues I didn’t get a chance. I just wanted to share with you all a little of what I experienced this past Mon. night during our time together.

Over the last few weeks (since I started on the team) God has definitely been stirring something in me and on Mon. night, He broke me. I don’t know if it was the combination of quiet time with Katie playing worship songs (which was absolutely beautiful!) and then dancing for a long period of time after that, but by the time we were all worshipping on our own… I totally lost it (in a good way). At one point when I was spinning around I glanced around and saw all of you dancing in your own corners of the room and it moved me so much that I broke down and started crying. I have never been been moved to tears while dancing myself before and that was a whole new experience for me that took me beyond anything I’ve ever felt before. It was truly incredible. In that moment, I felt completely volnerable and naked before God and inspite of all my flaws and imperfections, He was saying to me, “no matter what happens in life, I LOVE YOU and I will take care of you.” All day at work on Mon. I felt like I was carrying this weight on my shoulders and was about ready to break at any moment. And this may sound a little strange, but it felt like each tear I cried was something that I’ve been worrying or stressing about and it was as if the Lord was washing them all away as I danced for Him. I will admit, I have had a difficult time with the 10-min. rest thing, simply because I struggle with my surroundings when I’m in my quiet time (that’s for a different post!), but I just wanted to say that after Mon. night and that moment that I experienced with the Lord was so REFRESHING that it gave me a longing to want to experience that every day. I needed that so desperately and this past week I’ve found myself taking the time to at least think about that moment a few times a day and it constantly reminds me that God is on my side and won’t ever leave me. What a wonderful feeling!

Phillipians 4:13
“I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.”

I just was to thank you all for being a group of complete acceptance, love, and transparency. It means more to me than any of you will ever know!

I love you all!
~Windy